choosing a career

It just missed one year more, I will finished high school and still i don't know what to study. I think that I will choose fashion designer, but how to become a designer when i don't even know how to draw. I was trying to draw as I have in my mind the style that I will like to make a dress, but I cant draw. So, I think I need to look for another options.
The year that I spend in Canada, I thought that I will study as a designer in a college. But since everything change, I still don't know what to study. I feel like I am a failure girl. How is possible that at this moment , I still don't know what to study.
So sad, but the most important for me is to went to another country, too meet new people and to forget the past. But something will never forget, this is friendship, I will never forget all the friends from here, in Panama.
In this 2 months of vacation, I will take English class to improved my English. Of course that I will no spend my 2 months of vacation just for the curse. I will learned how to drive and to take out my license