July 14
Today i feel very bad, that in lunch, i don't want to eat, because i was thinking in some problems. Sometimes i say that i don't want to grow, i want to stay when i have 8 years old, in that time i don't need to think, to look how to solve the problem and etc. Do you know that now in this moment i am very sad and tired? specially when i was on the boat, i am trying to smile and laugh, do whatever things instead of thinking in this problems. i trait to endure and say i am OK. In the cruise, theres are a lot of people; Asiatic, Mexico, Venezuela, Brazil and others. i don't really like too much because people are smoking, touching, and others. But i was there watching the sun, the water, the water make me headache, since i am with a lot of problems in my head, even i want to vomit, but i didn't do it; because i know i need to learn to be strong, and don't let my precious tears fall down; this remember me a special friends in 8Th grade, she tell me that the the tears of an women its more than one billion of dollars, so never let them fall down. I am so sad, that i want to change myself, so i began to shout, to dance as hipper as i can, so happy. do you think that i am really happy? but at the end in the bus i cant endure, and i begin to cry in the shoulder of my dear friend Eli. i was waiting to cry in the residential, but i cant endure, so i cry. Them after all, i go to sleep. In the bed i remember the precious night that is in the boat, the nature is so clear, and at night was so beauty, that i never will forget this day.
Today i feel very bad, that in lunch, i don't want to eat, because i was thinking in some problems. Sometimes i say that i don't want to grow, i want to stay when i have 8 years old, in that time i don't need to think, to look how to solve the problem and etc. Do you know that now in this moment i am very sad and tired? specially when i was on the boat, i am trying to smile and laugh, do whatever things instead of thinking in this problems. i trait to endure and say i am OK. In the cruise, theres are a lot of people; Asiatic, Mexico, Venezuela, Brazil and others. i don't really like too much because people are smoking, touching, and others. But i was there watching the sun, the water, the water make me headache, since i am with a lot of problems in my head, even i want to vomit, but i didn't do it; because i know i need to learn to be strong, and don't let my precious tears fall down; this remember me a special friends in 8Th grade, she tell me that the the tears of an women its more than one billion of dollars, so never let them fall down. I am so sad, that i want to change myself, so i began to shout, to dance as hipper as i can, so happy. do you think that i am really happy? but at the end in the bus i cant endure, and i begin to cry in the shoulder of my dear friend Eli. i was waiting to cry in the residential, but i cant endure, so i cry. Them after all, i go to sleep. In the bed i remember the precious night that is in the boat, the nature is so clear, and at night was so beauty, that i never will forget this day.
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