^&*^ My Birthday^*&^ AUGUST 17

On august 15 i was planning to go out on my birthday! so at august 16 i began to call people to go out. Many people told me they cant went out and i understood that they have a lot of homework, me too, i have a lot of homework too, i was thinking even stayed at home to finished my homework and study. why always in my birthday?, teachers put a lot of homework. why? i feel very bad, even i knowed the reason of why people cant went out to celebrate the party with me, i still fell bad. The most important is all my best friends cant go, that's make me feel very sad, Ririana it supposed my best friend and she don't even trait to go out to celebrate with me, i remembered when it was her birthday, it was Saturday, i knowed i cant go out, but i was discuting with my parents to let me go out, because it was her birthday and i trait my best to give happiness to her. others things make me feel bad, on august 17 i was doing my homework, suddenly i call Ririana, to ask somethings about geography project, she dont even said happy birthday or something like that. then i call again, and i ask if she will go out? and she said no, she don't even told me before, she cant call me to say that she cant go? omg its ok. i think she don't even remembered my birthday or maybe she think that my birthday was on august 18. FINE. when i fall down, i don't even want to go out, there was Ricardo and Enrique helping me, they help me with the geography project, the reason of why i don't want to go out is because no one of my friends can go, but i told them that i have a lot of homework. i Will never forget this day, make me know that true friendship are not forever, because in the future maybe you will forget this special friends, i almost think that best friends can help me when i need, wake me up when i fall down, but that's not true. nowadays, from our age, for me friends exist just from school, ask for help about homework, project and nothing more. Because they wont understand me when i feel bad, they don't even care, so its fine for me, i don't care too. all of my suppose best friends: katy, Ririana, Karen and others cant go out on my birthday. But there was friends that go out: eli, one of my best friend, Lily, Ricardo, Yap, Enrique, Ana, celebrate with me. another thing i don't liked is that one of my best friend "Katy" she cant went out, but she say not it just because she don't want to go out, that's hurt, its OK. i think this is not a good day to go out. do you know why? first, me went to BOLOS, there is full of people, when Ricardo and me went to Amador there is raining, Then we went to DORADO, to BOLOS, there was doing a party, and i was asking why i went out? i can spend this time to finished my homework and studying. i wanted to cry, but i didn't do it because i will make them feel bad, so i stayed like that. After all, it just Enrique stayed there with me, we were talking and talking. after all my brother call me and i came back to my house, then i began to do my homework's......